For years,
I lived under a false facade until I lost my true nature.
I created a perfect picture for others while my heart was slowly crumbling to pieces because of my guilt.
I became a perfect role model for others because they saw me as one who doesn’t have fears or flaws.
I became the perfect teacher, motivator and helper while deep down in my soul I was a wreck.
I was afraid to show my weaknesses and vulnerabilities because I wondered what would the world think of me?
I lived my life to suit others while I was crying deeply at night to heal my broken heart.
My broken soul needed me to find myself, but I just couldn’t do it because I was afraid what the world would think if they see my real self.
Living my life in accordance to what the world thinks, I never stopped to ask myself what my heart and mind thinks?
Living a life after the dictation of the world… I started to drift away from my true path.
I lived for the cheers of the crowd as I built my false facade, while my true nature continued to blacken by my guilt.
I built up perfection until my life became false.
I wore the best of clothes and smiles while I never dared to smile in my closet.
I lived through several disguises while I slowly shut out myself.
Until one fateful day I broke down and fell into my heap of guilt.
I knew I wouldn’t be able to rise again unless I found MY ”ME”.
I knew I needed to find myself.
Living a life of FALSIFICATION,
I came to a REALIZATION,
I needed COMMUNICATION with my soul, heart and mind to build a life of MATERIALIZATION for my GENERATION.
I found my true self through sheer DETERMINATION and now I don’t have a life of EXPERIMENTATION but a life of EXEMPLIFICATION
Live to find your true self so that you won’t be living a life of a photocopy.
Don’t let social media define you.
Be yourself.
Find yourself.
Mold yourself.
Love yourself.
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